Udaas Mann - Courtsey Friend

aankhon mein akelapan chhaya hai,
unmein aansoan ka saaya hai,
apna hi aks nahin dikh raha mujhe,
kho gaya woh bhi mere tanhad mein,
kitne he the meri rahon mein,
aaj bhi hain, lekin sab meri aahon mein,
kuchh nahin keh sakti kisi se,
aaj kho diya pyaar sabhi se,
is din ki dhoop ki tarah akeli hoon,
jalti hoon kisi aag mein,
jana padhta har raah pe,
par bin apni chah ke,
us suraj ki aag jalati hai,
raakh hui apna hi ghar tapati hai,
suraj se bhi nahin milta pyaar,
na us aangan se, jahan kiya barson basar,
ye nahin thi meri chahat,
nahin milti is jalan se rahat,
phir bhi wo angan mujhe mera lagta hai,
mujhse mera thoda dukh le leta hai,
suraj se bhi mooh hua hai,
par naam wahi badnaam hua hai,
kisi 'badal' ya 'lehar' ki zaroorat hai ,
varna jeevan ek sulagati haqeeqat hai